My Dearest Fans,

It is now 4:30am in the morning and I have just got home from work. I have been extremely busy and I haven't been getting much sleep at all due to my busy schedule. I managed to get 6 hours sleep in 3 nights. I am very tired. Having just read some of your messages, I am so so so disappointed in some of you. I never expected my fans to be so rude and disrespectful! Some of you don't seem to appreciate anything that Lydia and I are doing. Lydia is doing me a big favour by helping me to set up a proper fan club and I can't believe there are those messages about getting a lawyer, changing my manager etc posted here! If any of you are not happy about anything, we're willing to listen to you and see if we can make any improvements, but I expect you all to be polite and mature. There may seem to be many 'rules', but the whole fan club thing is not really that complicated. The reason why I want to set up a proper fan club is because I have heard some comments from fans all over the world about not being able to get in touch with me in order to attend my functions PLUS I would like to take this opportunity to bring along my fans to do something for the society (ie. Hong Kong). Since so many of you have been my fans for years, I also want to bring everyone together to work as a team so that you can learn how to work together with each other. In the real world, this is what you'll all need to learn sooner or later. But being in Jessica's fan club, it's a lot less complicated already coz everyone in the club has a main reason to be there and that is to support me. Having been working in the real world for 16 years, I can tell you that it's not easy. One has to deal with all different kinds of people and things can get complicated. Having experienced this, I thought maybe I can help you all by learning in a so called 'SAFER' environment. Now, I guess some of you don't really think this is a good idea. It's fine coz I don't expect everyone to agree with what I do, BUT you can choose to join or not join. Instead of behaving like juvenile kids, I expect you all at least to have a little respect for people who have put in a lot of effort in order to make YOU happier. Yes, I am upset about this. I don't appreciate the way some people use a different name to leave rude messages. If you have the guts to post something like this, why don't you have the guts to use your real name. I have had enough of this nonsense and for people who are not interested in the fan, by all means don't join.

Finally, I would like to thank the fans who have made an effort for the input. Lydia and I will discuss about them later when I'm less busy. I sincerely hope you'll all think about what I've said. I'm learning, Lydia is learning and I hope we can all learn together. Life is not easy and things don't always happen the way you want it to. But I think we can make things better by doing it together.

luv,
Jessica