Just Because time has passed
doesn't mean that all is fine.
My sadness, and my grief

Hasn’t diminished with time.

Just Because I am smiling
doesn't mean that I'm not down.
I cry for my little boy
when no one is around.

Just Because I am proud of my "living" baby boy,
doesn't mean I've forgotten
and feel nothing but joy.

My days are filled with sadness,
and many end in tears.
Trying to find a sense of normal
since one baby is not here.

I am a mother to Twins.
I am a mother to Two.
Though you see only one
There is one you never knew.